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My Independent Day

Geez, my days just passed 365 x 22, which means i already survived my 8030 days in this weird place called the earth. And i am more than content with what i live for.

4th of July was the day where i was born back in 1987. Looking back in those days, i feel that it seems like just yesterday. Just too quick. From 120 cm to 130, then 140, 150, 160 and now 17o, and from the tiny 5 kg ending up till the current size which i only will tell if u ask. LOL.

From those days where i always think of 'what toys should i bug my parents to buy for me' to 'what homework i should complete' to 'what formula should i use' to 'what course i should choose' and now 'what's my next move'.

Well, i think i am growing. Okay, in fact thats a fact. But hell yeah, my soul ain't aging, and thats the best damn thing.

But the sad thing is that i think my memory is decaying or it's rather something goes wrong. I remember i actually thought alot yesterday night and wanted to blog about it once i am done with the cilaka ethics paper. But now, it seems like it all went blank and back to zero. So yea, abit the here n there kinda post.

Getting to read Alison's blog, i pretty much inspired to write about changes i went through all these while, i mean the 22 years of my life.

Those were the days:

1. I was actually Michael the manace back in my kindergarten years and that explains the amount of kindergarten i shifted.
2. Not a hyperactive child, but i'm very 'active' indeed.
3. Then i was a shy kid during my late primary and secondary years. Particularly with the girls. LOL.
4. I try my best to avoid any responsibility to keep me under the comfort zone.
5. I don't dare to think of what i should do next, at least not the serious thinking.
6. I keep everything by myself. Less disclosure.
7. I only have a few close friends but mostly hi bye friends.
8. I used to be a pretty decent runner, which kinda shows why i used to be a midfielder.
9. I choose friends, i think that hanging with cool ppl makes me 'cooler'.
10. I was actually been constrain to go out often. I mean, there are less freedom for me to do whatever i want.

The present:

1. I ain't a manace anymore, at least i think of the consequences.
2. I'm still an active person, but not those childish kinda active dude.
3. I don't consider myself an open but neither shy guy. I'm slow to warm up i guess. It really depends on the people i'm with.
4. I try to take on challenges whenever there is. At least i'm learning to be responsible, i think..hmmm
5. I have not disclose this before, but i actually spend some time every night on thinking what's my next move. But of course some tak jadi, but some i did.
6. Now i tend to be more open to myself. At least i have some close friends that i could share my thoughts with. You ppl know who u are and thank you from the bottom of my heart.
7. Network is growing larger. More nicer friends, more closer friends, in fact, more awesome friends. And again, you ppl know who u are la.
8. I totally lost my stamina. I don't think it's about my weight, i am suspecting something to do with my heart. Sorry guys if i stay up and not coming back to defense, i'll promise you guys with goals.LOL.
9. Now i think you don't hang around with cool ppl that makes u cool. It's more like people that bring out the true side of me makes me cool!!! Thank u.
10. I got more freedom compared to last time but of course too much will cause massive nagging.

But anyway, i'm a grown man.

And Happy Birthday to the great Mike. LOL

and thank you all with the wishes, and the celebration. Tho to be honest, the morning paper did affected my mood abit today. But it's all well now. ;)

Cheers.

CalikoKat

This post purely is a 'self-stabbing' post. This proven how much i'm doing for my revisions and thesis.













Well, these are the few that i listen to it and loving it. Rmb Flightless Bird, American Mouth i posted before? It's the same pianist. This dude is hell talented. You ppl should subscribe him in Youtube.

Jiran

This morning i found a new neighbor. He is a French and works in a local university.


But.....



At the same time.....



Same moment when the French dude moved in.....



I lost my ex-neighbor, Mrs. Tan. It's been long the last time i see her. She was sick and suspect diagnose with cancer. The family didn't want to reveal the truth and remain low profile.

Well, she was and is very friendly since the moment i know her. A very nice & soft spoken lady. In fact, she was very active lass too. I can't describe her anymore....

So, may her soul rest in peace up there.

*a minute of silence.*

30/June

To the girl that i never forget in every futsal session.

The girl who never eat cheap fishes. The girl who thinks marshmallows sucks (weird). The girl who can eat watermelon for the rest of her life.

The girl who ask for Birthday cards for her birthday. The girl who ask for Birthday song for her birthday. The girl who ask for Birthday wishes on her birthday

The girl who can get lost in the curve for 2 hours. The girls who starting point always start from cheras.

Despite that, she is one of the cutest friend i ever had. And what i say here, she is a really true friend. Best indeed.

I actually have alot of your pics in my phone but this is the best so far i could take. (sorry if u terasa)

Happy 21st Birthday la Kong <3

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Wei...How could i forget? Okay, i did not even forgot about this.

It's Alison's 22nd as well.

It all started when Uncle Sam assigned us to sit together back in Form2. I was fortunate enough to be able to sit beside such a friendly girl which make my life not so hard, well i'm shy back in high school.

Then we kinda lost contact since graduation. She left to Taylors and i bumming around before i enter HELP. Somehow she was interested to study psychology and we started to keep back in contact. Then i only realize we do share alot of commonalities and we blame it that both of us are cancerous.

All in all, she is a real good friend. If she is not, i won't even bother to blog about this.

Well, Happy 22nd Birthday. May the best of everything you do in the coming future. <3

Damn...why people only buy Michael Jackson's album when he is dead?

And every pirated CD stalls in pasar malam is playin his songs.

For business or for tribute???

I'm clueless.

Michael

As most of you all already had know about Michael Jackson's sudden death yesterday. It's a huge lost for the entertainment industry. A great talent with a huge heart.

Well, i must say, so far, i salute 3 Michaels.

1.) I salute former Liverpool striker, Michael Owen. I remember when i started watching football, he was like the God. He was only 17 that time but he already achieve as one of the best striker in England, in fact in the world too. We won trophies with the Reds, named as European Player of the Year, hero of FA Cup final 2000, what more for a young player like him? He is fast, he is accurate, he is a finisher, he is a winner and apart from that, he is humble. Since he left Liverpool, his era has gone. Now he is a gambler, he is unfit, and he is with losers. But yet, i still admire him alot and i sure hope that one day he will return to Liverpool.

2.) Then, it's Michael Jackson. Okay, i wouldn't say i am a big fan of him. Neither i fancy his products, but i do love some of his productions. Grown up in a problematic family, but the strictness of his father brought him to be known the King of Pop. Promoted damn alot of world peace project, but yet he was pull back by the medias. I remembered he was in KL back in 1996 where i was still standard 3. Our school announced to have half day off in a very last minute, just because of his concert was held in Stadium Merdeka which is very near to my primary school. Then, i rmb i performing 'Heal The World' by MJ for IU Day during my interact club days. Since then, Heal The World become one of my favourite songs of all time.

3.) Then, of course the last Michael will be

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*May your soul rest in peace, MJ. Appreciate your voice and your talent.*

P/S: FYI, on the night before MJ gone, Farah Fawcett, one of the Angels from the classic Charlie Angels also passed away. RIP.

Betrayal.

Ignore the previous post, just a moment of frustration while working on my thesis. I'm so not ready for this man.

But anyway, i'll take whatever it comes.

Close file.

Now, whenever i see or talk about this, i really Laugh Out Loud aka LOL. Tho i am not suppose to publish this, but i doubt he will come across my blog. So enjoy this. (shhhh....if any of you ever see him in the future)

This is how cute a couple can be when it is LDR.....awww