Saturday, December 31, 2011


Once again, it's about time to bid goodbye to another year, another year that passed by just like a snap of your fingers.

Looking back on 2011, i would rate this year ain't the year of mine. It probably not that bad as I have described, but it's like a roller coaster that sprint down really quick but doesn't have that momentum to push it back up quickly enough. Bad things just come in over and over, but of course there are a few good memories left in there.

Let the lost and failures stayed with 2011 and let it passed, but definitely some good times over the year should be appreciated. *additional event updated*

Quality time with family in Cameron during CNY due to not celebrating it.

Liverpool in KL! Proud to be one of the 88,000 fans who attended. Anfield next!

Closest to my all time favourite player, Patrik Berger...and the rest of the football legends.


Post-convocation trip to Frasers with everyone. Awesome.

Jimmy Eat World @ Hard Rock Sentosa, Singapore.

Switchfoot rocked KL! Brilliant performance.

Hong Kong/Macau Trip. Will definitely re-visit, but China first.

2nd trip with the Bros at Langkawi.

Happy New Year everyone!
Hope 2012 gonna be an awesome year
with full of joy, health and opportunities.
I'm already looking forward to it,
and I hope so does you.
Raise your glass and cheers!

Bye 2011 and Hello 2012

Before ending this, a few people that I should jot it down here as a memorial.
Uncle Ian,
Mah Ce,
and my late grandfather, Mr. Wan Kong,

Hope you guys are doing well up there. You people are missed.

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Merry Christmas

Initially planned to write something wordy, but writing has been defeated by dramas. Hence day by day passed by, i have no choice but to make this short.

Looking at the time of post, it's nuts if i say i wake up and wish you guys Merry Christmas. But i just experienced one of the happiest moment, tho not me personally but happy for a friend of mine. She said yes! Congrats!

I will be away for few days, hence no matter what, i wanna type a few words here before i head to bed.

Anyway, wishing you everyone, let it be close friends or anonymous readers out there, Merry Christmas and may it be filled with love, joy and peace.

Cheers, peace out!

I personally think this is the best christmas song this year.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Bab Seterus

One chapter done,

Next please.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

I may be lost, but i still holding faith on my sense of direction.

I'm already looking forward for 2012. =)

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Few weeks ago, people have been telling me that I look tired, I sounded tired, I look stress.

But now people have been telling me that I look happier. Relief.

Then, i know i made the right decision.


Thursday, November 10, 2011

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Mix Feelings 2.0

Today, it's another day of mix feelings.

First, I'm glad i made my decision in pursuit of happiness.

But secondly, I'm sad I have lost an old friend.

R.I.P, Uncle Ian.

Saturday, November 5, 2011

This is the worst feel in my life, but i think i already have my verdict.

Let's hope it goes smoothly.

Monday, October 31, 2011

Resident Evil

It feels like tons of Zombies coming after you. How to stop them?

Thursday, October 20, 2011

If you think i'm v.useless, maybe you are f.useless.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Trance to Acoustic

When you think i am a bad person, maybe you have not seen the better half of me.

Monday, October 10, 2011


I guess everyone has been talking about tonight's moon. If you have not noticed, yupe, today's moon indeed is special.

There's a moon ring surrounded the moon and it looks fantastic. This moon ring is also known as Halo. After Wiki up about it, i got to know this 'ring' is formed by the reflection of a crystallized clouds. Similar explanation to the rainbow, it reflects the light of the moon through these crystallized clouds. Amazing.

And what made it more interesting? I figured out that today did have alot of clouds, and it looks weird. The sky is blue, and the amount of clouds are just way too many as compare to normal days. Maybe these are the crystallized clouds

The clouds during day time.

The moon/halo at night.

So let's hope this amazing halo is a sign of a good week ahead. And i sure hope she remembers to take her medicine this time.

Signing off with Beyonce's best song by far. Also known as Halo.

Cheers everyone, Octoberfest yo!

Saturday, October 8, 2011

That's All I Can Say For Now

Fuck you Bitch.

(P/S: Not addressing to any of my friends)

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

I Heart Short Film

I always love watching short films. Especially those with meaning and really good scores. Here are some short film that I could watch over and over again.

1.) Signs - Very familiar scene from the movie "Don't Go Breaking My Heart".

2.) Change For A Dollar - Very inspiring clip. It shows how much little things could bring up so much to others.

3.) The Power of Words - The beauty of playing with words. Not in the nasty way.

4.) The Places We Should Have Gone - Some tip for every other couples/friends/family to appreciate the time spent together. Of course, another brilliant production of Wong Fu.

5.) Struck - This is probably my all time favourite. Love the humor and the score at the end.

Will continue to search for more.

*Oh man, short film just brings back memories of our short film assignment. Sweat

Monday, September 12, 2011

Sky Full of Lighters

Wishing you people out there Happy Mid Autumn Festival.

Have a peaceful one with your beloved ones.


~ ~ ~

Sure gotta experience one of those moments in life (no specific date):

~ ~ ~

And why I want to experience those?

Because it is sky full of lighters, that's what Bruno Mars and Bad Meets Evil said.

Standing under those lights, it just bring you the feeling of hope, hope on your dreams.

But, what if your lantern caught in fire?...

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Stay in Heaven, Screw Reality.


Reality is back!

Not really welcoming it, but I want my paycheck. Lets just be patient for another 2 weeks.

Anyway, just a little update from my side, I have been away for 2 weeks in the past 3 weeks. Let just say, I have been exploring out there with some pretty beloved ones.

Let just take a few pictures to sum it up and to those who I have not keep in touch for a while, we shall do so and do some catch up.

Hong Kong



Monday, August 15, 2011

Rich No More

Sigh, back to being poor.

No more dividing price tag with 2.6.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

The Last Samurai

Once a Samurai, Always a Samurai.

May you R.I.P.

Naoki Matsuda 松田 直樹(14 March 1977 – 4 August 2011)

Monday, July 25, 2011


Okay, work hard, earn much, Halong Bay 2012!

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Half Way There

Tho most of the star players are not here, but being part of the 85,000 ++ fans there is amazing. Dream is half way there. Next, Anfield here I come!

Good show, LFC ; good play, Harimau Muda.


Sunday, July 10, 2011

Yes to Second Chance.

Please save the boy. Yes, i use the word BOY. Everyone deserves a second chance. Lee Hsien Loong, do not tell me you never did something wrong when you are at that age and got your second chance.

Tho the boy accepted to face the consequences, but one should not take away his life for an immature mistake. I really hope you ppl make an U turn for him.


Sabahan Yong Vui Kong, 21, is on death row in Singapore for drug trafficking. Malaysiakini is publishing Yong's final letters to Yetian, a member of the Save Vui Kong Campaign, as he faces death.

Before I begin, I would like to thank everyone for reading this 12th letter. Time passes so quickly that this will be my last letter.

I hope that when you finished reading this letter, despite whatever that is going to happen to me, you will continue to support 'We Believe in Second Chances' campaign.

For my final letter, I would like to write about how I feel about facing death.

Firstly, I feel that the existence of the death penalty is not for the sake of retribution, but rather a way to allow the offender to understand, and fully confront, the mistake he has committed.

Take me as example, I am actually grateful that I was caught because it allowed me to understand the true meaning and purpose of life, and it has allowed me to find strength within myself. I remembered I once mentioned about the “me” before I was caught - a person who has never truly lived before.

A few days ago, my lawyer, M Ravi, came to visit me. He told me that he would send my final appeal to the Singapore's president in a few days. That will be my last chance.

On the night before the execution is carried out, many death-row inmates will have no opportunity to say goodbye to their families. For most of them, they are in no mood to think of anything else other than feeling hurt and pain before their final sentence.

For most of these death-row inmates, the moment they are brought out of their cell, they will lose control their emotions and they will start to break down. No amount of counselling will be able to pacify them because once they step out of their cell, they know there is no coming back and they will be gone forever.

But those who feel the most pain are their families. I do not dare to imagine how they would feel as they wait outside to collect the cold and lifeless body of their love ones.

If tomorrow is my last night

For me, if tomorrow is my last night, I too will have no choice. But I am ready to face the fact. After all, I was the one who made a mistake, and I have repented.

Would I be frightened? I really don't know. But I think I may not be because I am beginning to be familiar with how it feels to face death - don't forget that in this short four years, I have brushed death many times.

Indeed, I have “died” a few times before. In 2007, when I was caught, and discovering Buddhism has allowed me to be “reborned”. In 2009, when I was sentenced to death, and my lawyer helped me to appeal against my sentence.

I will not request for my last dinner to be anything sumptuous. I think I will follow my regular routine of waking up in the morning to chant my Buddhist scripts and meditate, followed by my vegetarian breakfast until night falls, put on the best clothes which my sister has bought for me, say goodbye to the rest of the inmates, and finally kowtow to the Goddess to show my appreciation and thanks.

But I cannot truly express my feelings as I really don't know how I will feel as I walk towards the noose. I guess no one will really know.

My greatest fortune

I have been through stages where I felt lost, ignorant and was suffering but because of my practice of Buddhism, it has allowed me to free myself.

NONEI am also grateful that many members of public are willing to forgive me. Being able to live until today is my greatest fortune.

I think my family has already accepted me for what I did, and also accepted whatever outcome it may be. They take comfort in the fact that I have turned over a new leaf, and that I have continued reading and practicing Buddhism.

My ordeal has also improved the relationship among those in my family, especially my siblings. But I still worry sometimes that my mother will come to know that I am no longer around.

I would like to thank all of you once again. I will not be able to share my story without your help. I shall pray for you, and wish you good health and happiness.


YONG VUI KONG, a Sabahan, was sentenced in November 2009 to death for drug trafficking. He was 19. On April 4, Yong lost his final appeal against a mandatory death sentence. He will be executed soon unless he is granted clemency by Singapore's president.
(Source: Malaysiakini, 2011)

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Why am i still suffering even after a month! God Dammit!

Wednesday, July 6, 2011


When you were standing in the wake of devastation
when you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
with the cataclysm raining down, insides crying save me now
you were there and possibly alone.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

And in the burst of light that blinded every angel
as if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
you felt the gravity of temper grace falling into empty space
no one there to catch you in their arms

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go,

let it go
let it go
let it go
let it go

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~

You probably heard of the song name, but do you have any idea what does Iridescent mean?

This is Iridescent.

I do not see the link of the word to the song. But the closest that i could think of is probably letting go the bad times and good things will come ahead, just like Iridescent.

Saturday, July 2, 2011

At Least Something to Look Forward.

Just too fast and July arrived.

At least i am looking forward for Independence Day, tho don't really have the mood to celebrate.

At least i am looking forward for freak-less week.

At least i am looking forward for Liverpool's Malaysia Tour, will go all out!

At least i am looking forward to get lucky and meet Stevie G up-close, if possible, an autograph.

At least i am looking forward for some superstar signing before 13 of July.

At least i am looking forward what's the outcome of the rally.

Thursday, June 30, 2011

Why is California's King Bed So Special?

I don't know.

I think sometimes things are better off to keep it by myself. Hence, music is the best way to express. Enjoy the best cover so far.

Till I open up myself.

Sunday, June 26, 2011


I thought Wolverine was pretty good. But First Class is awesome.

How i wish i has the power of Professor X. Being a telepath and knowing what others think and able to control people just through brain wave. Maybe that's why they said that the power of mind is always the powerful tool.

Ahhh...Agent MacTaggert, I'm in crisis, please help me....

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Something to Enlighten the Blog

Don't even bother to click play.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Do Not Take Me Away

I do not wanna leave so soon....i have loads yet to be fulfilled.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

The Dive - 127 Hours

Those who watched 127 hours, this would be my favorite scene.

When one stuck in confusion, jumping out of it definitely not easy. Just like the scene, it's either you experience the best thing ever, or you'll lose out the gorgeous and got yourself into the ugliest scenario ever.

Damn, does cave diving need a license too?

Sunday, June 5, 2011

The Roti Canai Quiz

Who run the fastest and always punctual???

*no fun*


Saturday, June 4, 2011

Friday, June 3, 2011


You're welcome.

Monday, May 30, 2011

Friday, May 27, 2011

Be Gracious to Others, But Love Yourself.

As i blogged on 2 previous posts with the urge for others to be generous to love others, but it's still important to love yourself first. Just like what my mom always told me, 'you gotta learn to love yourself before you love others'. If you do not know how to love yourself, how would you expected to know how to love others. With utmost respect, i am not referring to anyone, just a general statement.

People are always hard to predict. Even you are a psychologist, i doubt your eyes could see through that thick mask on everyone. And this mask i am saying is really dangerous, not only to one's mental but also one's life. No one likes to be known as vulnerable, and the mask is such a powerful weapon for everyone to shield themselves from such perceptions. Even you are not doing fine, you tend to claim that you are good. But actual fact, you are sinking beneath there. I'm no much different from it. To be honest, i did hide things and keep it by myself.

I guess learning to know one's vulnerability definitely is a step to overcome or rather removing that mask. Secrets could be woohoo for it's suspense, but secrets sometimes tend to be tiring too. Till one day, when your fatigue no longer could handle the burden, you tend to be very lost. Absolutely no idea where you should turn to, and somehow you just felt that this is just not a place that you belong to.

I definitely did not have a decent day, at least half of it. Having to listen to such news out of nowhere, it's really disturbing. Can't blame why i could not focus on my workstation. I can't think of any way if it happens to my loved ones. Definitely will have a hard time to gulp it down. Well, it's already a past, all i could do is to keep those memories we had back to those days.

Well, you'll be missed.

4:54 <3

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Thursday, May 12, 2011

She Looks Like That!!!

And SHE loves to use that quote!!!

I shall call her Droopy from now on....shhhh

Saturday, May 7, 2011

To the BEST women in my life:

Happy Birthday and Happy Mother's Day.

Thank you.

From your best nightmare. =)

Educated Transformers

Friday, May 6, 2011

Let The Music Heal Your Soul

And i so agree with it.

I got to be super alert on my job nature, but yet i still always feel sleepy.

Tried with coffee, espresso or any caffeine drinks. Not working.

Tried with candies. Still no effect.

Tried with stretching. But once facing the screen, it's back to zero.

Then, it came to a smart solution. Music.

And it finally works.

Hence, in conclusion, Music does heal your soul. Let it be any genre.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Switchfoot is THE Band

Let's make this easy.
My phone camera sucks, and i do not want to delay this anymore. Hence i steal pictures. =D

All in all, SWITCHFOOT IS REALLY AWESOME, boo organizer......BUT I enjoyed myself every single bit!

Monday, May 2, 2011

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Not All is Happy on The Royal Wedding

I Like this one!

It's ok, lady/ladies. Prince Harry is still single. LOL

We are One Tonight!

Yupe, We are One tonight! Because We ROCK THE SHOW TONIGHT!

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Story That Is Better Off Told Through Pictures

I couldn't put words into a whole at the moment. Things seems to be juggling up everywhere. It all comes and goes so quick. Just gotta hold on whatever it is dropping to my hands.

Thus, i guess picture post is best solution to illustrate the awesome weekend well spent in Fraser's.

A great way to spend your time after a long hectic week, especially with a bunch of people that you're comfortable with. Gimme 10 years time, i'll get one of the unit and we all have tea session at my place every weekend. =D

Our drivers with their similar toy.

BBQ session was sinful! but satisfying!

Of course gotta thanks to our Chef Piggy Wiggy cum Ah Ma, who feed our stomach with all the junks ON HER BIRTHDAY EVE! Nevertheless, Happy Birthday!

DND, Cupids on duty.

And all decided to be cupid too. Just like Heaven.

...and more pose...

And finally ONE big family (including the cars)

~ The End ~

*curtains down*

Monday, April 11, 2011

The Long Awaited Year

The week has been more than incredible. I'm lovin every single day of it. Likewise a friend told me that it would be an interesting week ahead when i told him that it's gonna be a week full of confusion and dilemmas.

But of course the main highlight was definitely the convocation that I had waited for 1 long year. But the party started on the convocation eve!

It all started with Earth, Wind and Fire concert. I definitely heard of this name, but clueless on the songs they have, till I google some of it. But hey, they ain't my generation; my generation was all about BSB, Westlife and N'sync. But having to be known as one of the best soul band or rather legends, i can second that as i experienced the energetic performance they thrown in. Sheer bravo! True entertainer!

Back to the most important day of the week.

It all went pretty smooth. The ceremony was good, the atmosphere was great, the people was incredible. That's all i can say about it.

I personally kinda lost that feeling within me, after 1 whole year, how to have feeling? But looking at my family's excitement, it sort of bring it back in. But i'm definitely grateful and more than honoured to attend such ceremony, as it could be those once in your lifetime moment.

I bet all who attended has somewhat a little emotion in it on that day. Happiness, sorrow, sweet, sour, pride, name it. Anyway psst......i know who cried...tsk tsk tsk *zip*

Anyway, despite not everyone was in that photo above (cause we did not get a chance to take a group photo!!! darn), but i must say that you guys have been the best! Every single of you has been so significant to me throughout these years and will continue serve your significance. I'm very grateful to be able to meet you guys and i hope you guys won't forget me in future because i definitely will not. Thank you *bow if necessary*

Woohoo! more excitement ahead!

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Yesh, finally it came to an end.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

The Middle

First of all, gotta thank a good friend of mine, Alex who bought us the tickets to my very first concert, Jimmy Eat World @ Hard Rock Sentosa. Never really was a Jimmy Eat World's fan and was there for the concert with barely 5% knowledge of the band. Probably heard of songs like The Middle, Sweetness, Hear You Me...

But anyhow, the band is awesome...the company was brilliant.

That was pretty much on how i spent my weekend. As for the coming week, I'm very sure that it's gonna be an interesting yet confusing week. It's all about decisions and all about breaking the duck.

One thing for sure that i know is that I'm/I'll caught in The Middle of somewhere/something. Let it be good or bad, we shall see.


And i can't think of a better way to conclude the post with the video below.

* A little update *

I found the lyric was pretty cool, hence i share. Say thank you.

Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on
Just try your best, try everything you can
And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away

It just takes some time
Little girl you're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be alright, alright

Hey, you know they're all the same
You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in
Live right now, yeah, just be yourself
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else

It just takes some time
Little girl you're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be alright, alright

It just takes some time
Little girl you're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be alright, alright

Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on
Just do your best, do everything you can
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say

It just takes some time
Little girl you're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be alright, alright

It just takes some time
Little girl you're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be alright, alright

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Oh wow, did you notice that it's already MARCH!!!!

It's like yesterday was the last i wished you all Happy New Year!

Dammit, that makes it 9 months left to wish you all again Happy New Year.

Time oh Time, why can't you grow slowly?

Monday, February 21, 2011


Whatever it is,

It's about time to get back some esteem!

"My philosophy of life is,
don't regret anything you do.
Cause in the end,
it makes you who you are."

-Jared Leto (0:15)-

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Should I give it another go?


Should I let it go?

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Lets Have a Jumping Year!

It's already Chor Sap (10th day of CNY), i hope it's still not too late to wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year!

Anyway, it's been a very different CNY for me this year. Never had such experience in my life. Something unusual but yet a little weird for me. Anyway, my family can't really celebrate this CNY as we're still in the middle of the mourning period for my late grandfather.

Firstly, our family decided to eat out for our reunion dinner. We chose to go to the temple right beside Menara Citibank and have vegetarian steambot. The differences between this year's reunion dinner as compared to those previous ones are not only the venue but the people we had with. Well, obviously there's one person less for this year, but my parents decided to invite their friend who mostly spent their reunion dinner with only the spouse. Unusual but good.

Then, on the first day of CNY, we decided to escape from house and go for a getaway trip to Cameron Highlands. Also, it's the first time we left KL during CNY. Never in my life have that 'balik kampung' experience before since my hometown always has been in KL. Well, anyway, i feel for those who have to travel home for CNY. The traffic was just horrible! Imagine those who has been waiting to go back to their hometown and celebrate CNY and yet they gotta delay and wait in the middle of that long marching band? Also, it's also very unusual that i don't get to have the tea ceremony session for him this year.

Well, those were the major differences. The rest was minor stuffs like instead of eating prawn crackers, we had lots of fried mushrooms up the hill. We didn't get to eat all the food that we usually had for CNY and had Banana Leaf and Vegetarian Steambot instead. Don't get to visit relatives' houses and visited farms and plantations instead. But anyway, love the fresh chills of Cameron Highlands despite the massive jam up there.

All in all, all is well.

Using oranges all the way from Cameron Highlands and wish all 大吉大利

Monday, January 24, 2011

Geez, to all my buddies,

Forever friends, seriously.

p/s: yupe, i know i'm outdated with the song

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Gosh, my dad took all my ex-neighbor's letter to recycle! XD

Saturday, January 22, 2011

I Like That

Monday, January 17, 2011

Karma, it's true!

It's hard if you say you do not believe in Karma. What goes around comes around.

You don't like others to call you stupid, but eventually you are the one that always call others stupid. But it just don't come into your senses when you're calling others stupid and yet you're so aware and sensitive when you're been named as stupid.

Sometimes it's just so easy to point the fingers on others but yet to know that 4 of the remaining fingers are pointing back at yourself. I'm pretty sure these invisible arrows are not just an arrow, but a boomerang instead. If you do not know how to play the game, it's better you don't; because if you do, the boomerang gonna revert back and hit you hard enough to break down.

So, don't say others are inefficient and not open for a change. Because, you have two eyes looking at others, but you are being watched by probably hundred pairs of eyes. Do the right thing and learn to shut up. Voice or rather noise is not the necessary tool for you to climb that mountain, action it is; as if you're shouting "I wanna reach the peak!" from the bottom will make you go any higher, it's all rely on your hands, legs and mind.

Stop all the talking and do the right thing. Quit the game and earn your fame!

Eat that biatch!